where are you..

thats the title of a song..
some may think it's a bit cheesy..
but i still like it.. =)

Justin Roman and Soluna
I know your out there baby.....somewhere
Roman:
theres someone out there for me(i know there sombody out there)
i know shes waiting soo patiently
can you tell me her name?(somebody tell me her name)
this life long search is gonna drive me insane

Roman Chorus:
how does she laugh?
how does she cry?
whats the color of her eyes?
does she even realize im here?
where is she? x3
where is this beautiful girl?
who is she? x2
whos gonna complete my world?
where is she? x2
where is this beautiful girl?
who is she? x2
whos gonna complete my world?
ladadadadadada ladadadada ladadadadadada
(where are you)

Soluna:
im staring out at the sky(i see you baby)
praying that he will walk in my lifewhere is the man of my dreams?(im right here)
i'll wait forever how silly it seems

Soluna Chourus:
how does he laugh?
how does he cry?
whats the color of his eyes?
does he even realize im here?
where is he? x3
where is this beautiful guy?
who is he? x2
whos gonna take me so high?
where is he? x2
where is this beautiful guy?
who is he? x2
whos gonna take me so high?
ladadadadadada ladadadada ladadadadadada

Roman:theres someone out there for me
Soluna:theres someone out there for me
Roman:i know shes waiting soo patiently
Soluna:soo patient
Roman:can you tell me her name?
Soluna:can you tell me his name?
roman:this life long search is gonna drive me insane
Soluna:
how does he laugh?
how does he cry?
whats the color of his eyes?
does he even realize im here?
Roman:
where is she? x3
where is this beautiful girl?
who is she? x2
whos gonna complete my world?
Soluna:
where is he? x2
where is this beautiful guy?
who is he? x2
whos gonna take me so high?
ladadadadadada ladadadada ladadadadadada
(i know your out there)
ladadadadadada ladadadada ladadadadadada
(where are youim gonna look all over the world baby
cuz i know your out thereand i know it might sound crazy
but i think i love you)

try 'everything' by awi rafae, a local singer.. =)

=)

satisfaction

lotsa classroom scenes to describe today.. i shall limit it to 3..
all these happened in a pri one class which i took for term 2 week 2..

(teacher leads the pupils to their classroom)
(teacher enter the classroom followed by the pupils)
(a boy suddenly runs up to the teacher and HUG the teacher)
teacher: what's wrong?
boy X: i like you teacher! =)

(health education period)
teacher: okay class! how many meals must we have everyday?
class: 3!
teacher: very good! besides having your meals regularly, you must also eat moderately! so that all of you can grow strong and healthy at your age! unlike teacher who has stopped growing..
class: yes we must eat moderately so that we can grow TALL and strong like teacher!
boy Y: how old are you teacher?
teacher: make a guess..
class: 26! 36! 40!
teacher: i am 19! -_-"
class: teacher dun lie!

(teacher lead class to the dismissal area)
(girl X ran to his grandpa and left her bag with him)
(girl X run towards teacher)
girl X: bye bye teacher! (giving teacher a high-5)
teacher: byebye! (returning girl X a high-5)

THAT IS WHAT I CALL SATISFACTION!

tomorrow's the last day with that class.. gonna miss them! =(
now back to my marking..

satisfied

boredom

going to my class in 5mins time..
i hate the routine.. coming to school in the morning, teaching and doing admin.. going home in the evening.. and just rot in front of the comp for the rest of the evening.. this life sucks.. and i mean it..

i am not weak..

great weekend

weekends are suppose to be filled with interesting and relaxing activities..
this weekend have been more of an interesting one than a relaxing one!
tired and shagged!

saturday..

went down to support mshs campcraft team for their finals..
they eventually clinched the 8th position after getting the 1st in preliminary round.. sighz..
but still.. i hope they gave their very best.. if they did.. i will be proud of them =)
that makes me think back the year when my team and I got 1st in the preliminary round of the point 22 revolver shooting and eventually got 3rd in the finals..
history repeating itself? haising boys cannot perform under extreme pressure?















the pitch that gave mshs the first ranking in preliminary round

attended my cousin's wedding dinner at night.. was at liang court..
a great night.. was a bit mahbo after i drank 2 glasses of red wine.. =)

sunday

was practically out for the whole of today!
breakfast at holland V's coffee bean and tea leaf..
went tpy central to shop for daddy's hp..
went for guitar lesson..
went simlim tower to shop for daddy's hp again..
went BACK to tpy to purchase K750i after the scout..
went out for dinner..

shagged
a 'great' week ahead.. =S

are you dumb?

hmmm.. sorry.. i should be asking: "am i dumb?"
and i suppose the answer is a definite "yes!"
ARGH!

i hate it when ppl just shut themselves off from the surrounding ; why? they are occupied.. too occupied even to reply your question..
is it me or is it the ppl around me?
is it the case where i am just too irritating that ppl ignore me?
or is it that i am just 'transparent'.. 'non-existing'?
my solution: try to converse.. if not.. just ignore them as well..

shut up

all in a day's work..

this happened two days ago in a primary 2 class:
teacher: ok! now i want the class to tell me words that rhyme with 'say'.
pupils (shout): 'way'! 'may'! 'sway'! 'ray'! 'pay'! 'bay'! 'hay'!
Boy X (shout): 'GAY'!
teacher wrote all the words on the white board.
teacher: very good class! all of you know your words well!
teacher (pointing to the word 'gay'): so boys and girls, what does this word means?
Boy X: when boy and boy marry!
(every pupil laughed)
teacher: no no. to be gay means to be happy.
Boy X: really? teacher dun lie hor! i thought..

kids nowadays.. haiz~

got my new specs today..

new look =)

gather

so we when to cosy canopy at stamford house today for class gathering..
it's somewhat similar to settler's, just that it has a mini-cinema for movie-goers..
we watched wedding crashers.. it's not just a hilarious comedy.. it's something more..
i remembered owen wilson saying: true love is your soul's recognition of its counterpart in another..
cheesy eh.. but hmmm.. interesting quote i thought..
we played 'taboo' as well.. i was shivering whenever it was my turn to be the clue-giver.. wassup with me! argh..
















10 of us.. at cosy canopy! =)

i am envious..
envious of all my frens who got posted to the different vocations in army..

smiles

enlightenment

i think i understand.. i really think i do..

its not about having.. it is about knowing how happy that person is.. =)

everyone's born with a special something.. talent? skill?
i may not be a sportsman, with the big muscles..
i may not be a woman's 'tall, dark, handsome' guy..
but i am pretty sure i am good in something.. =)

i know

down

i am sick..
sneezing non-stop as i am typing this entry..
holidays have been great so far, a break from the usual routine of work, sleep and play..
went blading and cycling on tues..
went out with wk and heng on wed..
went bowling and makan at glutton's bay at esplanade on thurs..
had driving lessons this morning..

still, i yearn to get back to work.. for at least at work, i am putting myself to good use..

i am positive, optimistic, happy-go-lucky..
i look forward to start work next monday..
i look forward to my enlistment day in a mth's time..
i look forward to start my studies in nus fass..
and i look forward to something special as well..

take things slow

new blog, new post.
reading my archived posts on diaryland..
i saw how naive and immature i was..
am i more understanding and mature now?
i think i am, and i hope those around me think i am too..
life has been much of a routine since the end of A levels.
work, play or sleep..
i have learnt to take things slow, and not always in a rush..
i have learnt to communicate better with my peers..

i am struggling now again.. trying to find words to express what i am thinking and feeling now..
the attempt is futile..
i am brain dead..

more than words