pampered =)

i had a dream last nite..
a dream that i wish will not remain a dream forever..
a dream that i know will never become reality..
a dream that i cant tell you hear..
a dream that is much much much sweeter than the apple and banana crumble that mr chua and ruo ate yesterday afternoon..


many a times i wanted to tell her:

"i will be ther for you.. no matter what.."

but i couldn't find the courage..


and yes, i am pampered..
for going to NS in 3 days time..
all my cousins giving me treats..
all my relatives giving me hongbaos..
all my friends telling me to take care..
all my teachers and principals giving me treats..
and last but not least, the cake that ruo, lynn and nette gave..
SWEEEEEETTT!

只对你说

deep in thoughts.. PS they are random!

sitting in the office, staring at the computer..
thinking of what to do, typing another blog entry..
dreaming of how wonderful for somethings to happen,
falling down to face the reality..

i reckon the days when i have lotsa friends around me..
but i failed to appreciate their presence..

the feeling's good
with cousins and friends trying to date you out b4 you enlist..
so what the hell am i thinking when i feel lonely in this world?
idiot..

classroom corridor scene 1
(relief teacher walks into a P1 class)
(teacher W walks out)
teacher W: it is very irritating to have one whole stack of work to mark after you have return from MC you know! (sarcastically with a constipated look)
teacher W: what are you and the other relief teachers doing?
relief teacher: oh! we thought it would be better not to mark your work as the style will be different, especially with those stickers and stamps.
teacher W: really? but i didnt say anything about the previous teacher marking my work when i am absent!
relief teacher: ok. i will mark you work next time i take over you..
(teacher W walks away)

classroom corridor scene 2
(relief teacher walks into the same P1 class)
(teacher W was making the pupils queue outside the class for PE)
relief teacher: there will be no PE today. (smiling)
teacher W: why? its only simple exercise?! (sarcastically with the trademark constipated face)
relief teacher: i am not trained to do so and my boss say to remain in class when i relief PE teachers.
teacher W: must ask your boss why..
(teacher W asked the pupils to return to class)
(teacher W walks out of class)
teacher W: i know why, you cant control the kids..
(teacher W walked away)

i was f***ing pissed when she gave her last comment..
if i cant control the kids.. i would have been asked to leave by my VP..
bloody hell..

all this happened yesterday..

fortunately.. something relived me of my anger..
was walking to the MRT station after my driving lessons..
i looked up in the sky..
stars shining.. twinkling..
i dunno why.. but everything just went off..
anger, tiredness, boredom..
it reminds me of the days when i gaze at the stars with my friends..
it makes me think about when that day will come..
when i share the stars with someone..
=)

W is for witch

vroom vroom

guess im getting the hang of driving..
started lessons in january.. cant follow the instructions of the instructors..
as i have some lag in hand leg eye coordination..
but after like 10 sessions, i am finally able to catch up!
woohoo!

guess it's much better to always remain positive..

numb

"WOW"

'great'!
just received an email saying i failed my PSC application..

issnt that great!

HAHA!

爱得正好

another eventful weekend! =)
just had a bath after returning from midnite kboxing! woohoo!
it's rebecca's birthday today.. happy birthday gal! =)
so she me and aunt lily went hard rock cafe for dinner last nite (sunday nite)..
the food was awesome.. and the servings were also AWESOME!
the best part was when everyone in HRC sang her a bday song..
and hopefully this will be a meaningful bday to her! =)
then we strolled down orchard all the way to cineplex where we kbox..
i really enjoyed the session..

how should i put it..
when you are with someone who you are totally comfortable with..
someone you really treat as a friend and not any other usual companions..
you really present the true self..
for me.. the crazy, childish and cheeky me..
hiden all the while.. haha!

saturday was also another interesting day..
went to MOE for my psychometric test..
there i see lotsa familiar faces.. and i realise the competition.. =(
there were all sorts of people there..
judging from appearances: some who are determined to get the scholarship, some who just come to try, some who just cant be bothered about it..
what struck me was the 2 guys sitting on my right..
they fricking talked non-stop from the time they sit down till the start of the test..
YES! NON-STOP FOR ALMOST 45MINS!
talk about what you may ask..
JUST CRAP.. and oh.. they talked about GE!
the test papers were okay.. i know how to do all the questions..
just that i didnt have enough time to finish all..

11 days to enlistment.. =)

充实？

生活过得充实吗？
怎样才算充实？
总觉得我的生活不如别人充实。。
是我太自卑吗？
也许是吧！

“action speak louder than words”
认识我的人都知道我最喜欢用这一句。。
但最近我却察觉到我自己没以身作则。。
叹。。

是时候改变了。。

无奈

多么希望她所说的‘他’是‘我’。。
希望越大，失望越大。。
我也知道那是不可能的。。
还是继续做我的‘auntie杀手’。。

回家途中下起了大雨。。
原本应避免自己被雨淋，但我却踩着轻快的脚步在雨中散步。。
也不知是为什么。。
我享受这种感觉。。
这种湿淋淋的感觉。。

叹！

新尝试

我总是报怨英文烂，每一次都无法好好的表达自己。。
这一次就让我试一试用华文说出我的想法。。

又是一天。。 我已厌倦这枯燥乏味的生活了。。
是时候做出一些改变了，但我该怎样着手呢？？
我毫无头绪。。

爱情到底有多奇妙？
我到现在还是无法了解。。

你的笑容使我心旷神怡。。
你的愁眉不展是我忧心忿忿。。
我渴望能与你分享快乐。。
我渴望能与你分担痛苦。。

但始终，这都只是一厢情愿。。
我也只能默默地希望你快乐。。

我不是渴望爱情。。

朋友=）

woohoo!



















sony ericsson w800i

daddy just went malaysia..
he say he may just buy a new handphone for me..
keeping my fingers crossed..

=)