in search..

kboxing will be different without peepz like mian!

after the conversation with mian on national day evening, i feel i really need to say something here..

i am intrigued, by the way how people around us can affect us..
some of us model after people whom we respect.. attempting to mimic each and every action of that particular person..
some of us try as much as possible not to pick up bad habits, upon seeing its consequences in others..
some of us, just sub-consciously, gets affected by some others people..
and there are also some who just live a life of their own, without the influence of the people around..
(am i talking sense? oh wells..)

enough of my own philosophy..

UNPREDICTABLE, thats ALL i can say about army life for me at least..
it seems like a long time since i was enlisted, but if i count the days properly, i am merely in the army for only 4 months, and that means 20 more months to go..
many people say i should use this time to really reflect and give a deep consideration and thought in what i wanna do in future and at the same time upgrade and enjoy myself..
but the unpredictability of army life just prevents me for doing so..
i have so many plans, to learn driving, to give tuition, to take up a psychological diploma, to go fro SAT exams, blah blah blah.. but being the organised me, i just cant embark on any if i dun have a proper plan!
yes i am going through a tech course now, but soon, i will be going for my OJE and i am not sure where i will be posted to, whether its stay in or out.. after which will be back to the same old camp and then out to some other camp for perm posting..
and that means i cant look for weekday evening tuition coz i cant commit, cant pursue my psychological diploma.. nor take SAT.. coz there's no way i can plan my schedule properly! argh..

at least i learnt driving, and booked my test in nov.. soon i will be able to drive..

shall sleep now.. hopefully the next time i blog will not be in 3 months time..